当msn里的人没一个是想聊的而越来越多的时候总把自己隐形起来
当越来越讨厌自己的文字很多时候写了总后悔地想把它统统删除掉
当累得不成形后还坚持醒着却心不在焉地戴着黑眼圈游到三更半夜
当不认输地相信生命不会只是如此而已却也不知道它还可以怎样
当全世界都引起不了你的注意力而你也不在乎世界怎么看你只想好好的躲开人群
当出走念头又再萌起后却你不知下一步该怎么走
我还在焦急还在彷徨到底该怎么做才能不要每件事都事与愿违
才能更快更快到达可我已经很拼命走得很快很快了但怎么还是无止的尽头在前面 这让人很灰心
然后突然害怕起来如果用尽力气都到达不了如果永远都到达不了那该怎么办我该怎么办
当這一切不斷重覆地發生 我多麼希望你突然就出現在面前当我的掩護我的出口
說著“別急，慢慢來。沒事，一切將會很好。”
我到底又在乱什么了。。
p/s: 草於二月十某日。 哇賽~ 我當時幹嘛哀怨到極點。-_-”
我现在。。。累到想掩面痛哭。
告诉我，到底该怎么做才能不后悔？？
亲爱的，请你快点出现来救我。
p/s: 只是发泄，回来后这将被删掉。
pp/s: 午饭时间来得正好，出去透气。
Life’s been so bz recently. Well, it’s not recently i shud say, it’s awiz been so bz. Sigh..
was bz rushing my homeworks (i prefer to call it homework) for da past few days, had sacrified my precious weekend family time, gambling time (still in cny mood), sports time, bla bla bla leisure time for da sake of it! Stress, staying up late and facing da computer screen for more than 15 hours each day continuously makes my mind & vision so blur and m eventually getting sick now.. T_T
aha, u mite b thinking i’m doing it for money. Then u’re wrong, since da pay is not worth for me to suffer and torture myself like dat, it cant even get me a nice shoes (yea, my sport shoes is torn again..-_-”). I’m actually helping ppl to do it and also giving myself da chance to be exposed more to my own interest (i actually treat it as my favourite pastime…if don’t hv to rush da deadline). And yea it’s indeed a great experience and i gain lotsa publication knowledge from it. Another thing dat contented me most is dat i get to practice and learn da software which i was totally a novice for it in a rapid progress by means of the guiding of frens via msn (oww, msn is really a good interaction and communication platform). Big thanks to them. ^^
In other hand, bad luck seems started to cling to me. Everything’s jz seems going da wrong way.. All ma plans seem cant be worked out, everything is in a mess.. Oh yea, when u r in a bad luck, u’ll get those stupid silly funny things happen on u as well. I got bird shit droping from da heaven to ma seat during a plesant breakfast (although it didn’t drop on me since i was nt really leaning against da seat, bt it did splash a lil bit to ma shirt!). This was really ma first time getting this kind of sh*t! @$#@^#$&!@*! However, they said i was so ‘lucky’ dat ‘gold’ dropping from above to me. *optimistic*.. -_-” Then what i’ve got from company annual dinner lucky draw session was a RM50 ang pao. hmm..i guess rat year is jz nt my lucky year. Btw, da fortune says all i can do is jz wait for da opportunity. But when will it come??! I nid luck! (omg, am i sound like a superstitious old aunty?!hahahaha…xD)
It’s already 4am and i’m supposed to be in my bed right now. But again, suffer from insomnia eventhough i m freaking tired and sick. Argh, can i take mc again later??! >_<
Singer：王若琳(Joanna Wang)
Album：Start From Here
Song: Lost In Paradise
i know that it might sound strange
but you made my seasons start to change
it happened so suddenly
like heaven has waited up for me
i’ve just been looking so long
kept meeting my mr.wrong
in every model and every size
now my fantasy
is staring at your eyes
sometimes you think i’m beautiful
but i don’t know
i’ll keep it to myself
you say it,
it feels wonderful
my smile can show
i’m lost in paradise
the letters you wrote to me
showed me the signs i’ve never seen
i thought every man i’d want
falls out of a dating magazine
but now i konw that with you
that was so far from the truth
on every page and every line
now you’re my everything
i guess you know how to read my mind
i know i guess that it shows
the message left flows to me make it
more worth than make believe
A vocal that fascinates me. A melody that makes me feel like dancing. A song that makes my day. I’m jz loving it!
*turn on your speaker*
這年代還有丘比特的存在嗎？
是有的，難聽一點現代丘比特就是媒婆。
而身邊朋友最近突然辭掉工作轉行成了個很雞婆的現代丘比特（都說了在家無所事事很容易就變成3姑6婆的啊！）
不過，雞婆歸雞婆，他還不多不少幫上了一對好友的好事
雖然他用的招數很低級，更槽糕的是要我聯合他說謊騙當事人 -_-”
但犧牲人格價值換來的是美滿結果那也算是值得的。>_<
另外他還常常搞到別人被誤會還弄了一堆爛攤子然後讓人幫他收尾
而他也從不會因此而感到抱歉
然而我們要原諒並且相信他的用意畢竟是好的（但要是常常醬還是會讓人害怕的！）
嘿，幸福可是不能勉強的啊，別老是急著亂為別人扯上不屬於他們的幸福喔~
朋友，顧著別人的幸福的同時也該是時候為自己牽条紅線了吧！
獻給你，單身情人節快樂！ ^_^
